Ah -i have to write something that someone out there will read !All the thoughts in my head have disappeared and there is a big blank space ,and a voice that says ,really you’re tired now ,time for bed ,write tomorrow
What is panic ? This isn’t it really ,more a sort of somnambulance that prevents the flow of words .Panic is much more active ,its a hard breathing ,stifling feeling with a .fast beating heart and closed throat and a fearfulness of anything at all .

But I have now found out how to confirm my email ,after a few tries ,and even how to transfer my first draft post to here .Not really good enough to publish .But I will anyway